Oh what a cruel gift to accept from nature
When will this heavy knowledge mature
To when it will bring me peace and joy
It made me miserable growing up as a boy
Lonely and lost in my own vast creation
Of a world where wisdom is the only perfection
I prayed for wisdom as a child but forgot
Happiness, now wisdom is like a maggot
In my brain slowly eating away my happiness
And I find myself locked up in loneliness
One man with two souls fighting for freedom
Desiring evil but doing good for the kingdom
Take me back to childhood so I can pray
Again for joy and happiness,but now I am gray
With an understanding of how to live free
In a world where evil is allowed to pree
Poisonous acts on a good hearted mind
And my innocence as a child I can never find
